Heading to the end of the year, take me to a reflection moment. I wish 2024 would be my year to achieve new milestones in my career, romantic love life, and study life. Instead of accomplishing something, I just left behind and remained unattractive. But outside of striving to get what I wish, the 2 months left this year made me realize, Is it what I wish or want in life?
In my early 20es, I dreamt of having a master's degree in Europe (Amsterdam) or the USA. I dreamt of living my progressive career life as an extramile consultant. I dreamt of being financially free from any debts. Yet I was free from debts, But I wished for more than what I currently had. But Is that what I really wanted? or is it just a reflection of my mom's wishes?
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Do I really want it? If Yes, What If I don’t get it?
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